WINDS OF CHANGE
(lyrics inspired by Jordan Wilson)
[VERSE 01]
I’m on the brink of tearing my mind out of the hell hole behind me
I’ve been sinking in my grief and my wrath and my arrogant pity and loathing
I can feel the breath of relief
gently whispering
I can feel the winds of change
wildly blowing… and burning
[VERSE 02]
But I don’t know if I want to taste that relief
No I don’t know if I want to face that change
Cause I’ve never known any other refuge
And I’m not ready to let go so soon
[VERSE 03]
Shame was there for me, when my innocence died
Rage impassioned me to stand fast and fight
Pain was searing when I could not feel
And my anxieties remind me what’s real
They’ve left their scars but they’ve never left me alone
And letting them go means that I might be on my own
I want redemption but I’m scared to say goodbye
Cause if I’m without their company then who am I?
[VERSE 04]
In the mirror I’m facing the face of a person I don’t wanna trust
My identity crisis do I wanna escape my own mind’s oppression?